I don’t believe in dwelling in the past. I believe that I should just move on and hold my head high. But I will (dwell), for just a few moments while I explain to you why I don’t believe in dwelling in the past.

I will not name this person, I will not say, he, she, black or white, fat or skinny. This person basically does not exist to me, which is why I cannot name if this person is male or female, black or white, so on and so on, because I don’t know this person anymore.

Recently someone tried to make my life miserable, by laughing at me, talking about me behind my back, trying to intimidate me, and for a while, I won’t lie (because I don’t like to lie or exaggerate or anything else like that — I would say I *never* lie but that would itself be a lie, because I have in the past), this person did intimidate me, and ruin my life for a few weeks. But then I realized, how miserable this person’s life must be, that to get joy, they must do everything in their power to make me miserable.

So you see, I was at that point, sitting in a pool . This pool (of sludge) was of the past, and what I wanted to be the present, but because I was thinking of that person, I couldn’t move on and get to the ladder to get out. In these last few weeks I’ve been cleaning myself off, but I haven’t been able to completely, because someone else had been on my mind.

This person (Who will also not be named in any way, shape or form) decided that we weren’t friends anymore, and I couldn’t find out why, well I finally figured it out, on my own a little bit, and the rest with a friends help. For privacy reasons, I will not divulge the rest on my blog, but I will say this, and hopefully this person will not be so stupid to think it is someone else: you don’t want to be friends? Okay, that is fine with me. I’ve been sick of your physical and mental abuse for many years, and I’m through with it. Why?

Because I no longer dwell in the past.

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• Sluts,
• Whores,
• Tramps,
• Cramps,
• Stupid Liberals,
• Idiot Democrats,
• Jesus Crispies,
• Flaming Republicans (They get on my nerves because they shove it down your throat),
• Flaming Conservatives (See above),
• Flaming Liberals (See above x2),
• Flaming Democrats (See above x3),
• Zealots
• Pants that are so tight you can see a moose-knuckle, or tell a guy’s religion,
• Tongue, nipple, and crotch piercings (Only sluts, whores, and tramps get them),
• People who claim to be your friend but then back-stab you,
• People who claim to know everything and are constantly wrong but will never admit it (I’ll admit, I’ve done this a few times, but it was not because I didn’t want to say I was wrong, it was because I thought I was right for some time and after I found out I was wrong the subject had passed so it wasn’t important to bring it back up.),
• People who only do things because they see others doing it and they think “OOH THAT’LL BE EASY FOR ME TO DO THAT!”,
• People who get tattoos that have no meaning what-so-ever,
• People who get tattoos just to be cool (I guess that can kind of be lumped in with the one above, but I hate it so much I’m giving it its own line),
• Peta (I belong to ‘People eating tasty animals’),
• Junior Peta (And I belong to this one too, ‘Young people eating tasty animals’),
• Mosquitos,
• Geese,
• Rabbits (Not the car, I love the car),
• Horses,
• Most cats,
• Most grocery stores,
• Shopping,
• Barack Obama,
• Joe Biden,
• People who claim to know a lot about dance but in reality don’t know a thing,
• People who are in relationships to be cool,
• People who say they would never do something, but then turn around and do it,
• ™,
• B&D, you know who you are,
• Carl,
• Crista,
• People who know nothing about something yet feel the need to voice their ‘opinion’(s),
• People who hate something just because you have it and they’re secretly jealous,
• People who buy something just because you have it and they’re secretly jealous,
• People who are unfaithful in a relationship (Marriage – Unless they’ve split already but are not divorced yet, then I don’t care),
• People who believe that gays have the right to be married (Marriage is between a man and a woman, if they do love each other, then they should be allowed to have the same rights as a married couple, but not called marriage. Call it a garriage.),
• Onision,
• People who come into this country, get a job that WE should have not YOU, and don’t even bother to learn the language even though WE’RE LETTING YOU LIVE IN OUR COUNTRY YOU FRUXIN’ MEXICAN JACKOFF. (Other races that do the same included),
• Most people,
• People who obsess about something for stupid reasons,
• People who shove stuff down your throat,
• People who think their religion is the only religion, I happen to be sort of a Christian-Bhuddist-Newager,  how do you know I’M not right?
• People who won’t keep an open mind about the things outside the norm,
• People who assume that because I’m home-schooled I don’t get enough socialization, I bet I have a lot more socialization in my life than the average person does,
• People  who only have a boyfriend or girlfriend because they don’t feel ‘needed’ enough,
• People who hate themselves by age 19 because they’ve used their bodies up so much that it’s like the kids just walk out,
• People who lie,
• People who cheat,
• People who steal,
• People who deliberately hurt others to make themselves feel superior, and then won’t even admit it,
• People who can’t live and let live,
• People who claim to not have had sex, but we all know they have,
• People who are two-faced,
• People who lie about who they are even when everyone knows who they really are and make themselves look worse by trying to make themselves look better,
• People who show off,
• People who don’t use turn signals,
• People who use turn signals, but at the last second,
• People who cut you off on the highway,
• People who tail-gate,
• People who won’t get out of the way of emergency vehicles,
• People who turn right in front of you and then don’t press the pedal  so you almost rear-end them,
• People who think it’s okay to go 30 on an ACCELERATION RAMP,
• People who get a stick-shift and don’t know how to use it so they’re constantly stalling in front of you, no I don’t have to be somewhere while you learn how to drive your car…

Three things I do like are

• Caramel Frappés
• Dance
• To-Shin Do

There’s probably a ton more, but I can’t think of any right now. I’m too tired. *yawn*

Truth be told, I like using hyperbole to get my point across, bets on how many miss it entirely?

It saddens me that I live in a world where all the new voters (And some that aren’t new, also) don’t even bother looking at what’s going to be on the ballot and what side they agree with, and they get there and they just punch a bunch of holes. It sickens me that the reason so much CRAP is put through like the school levy just because people are too lazy to actually go home and get on the computer (Or if you don’t have one go to the Library and use the computers there) and find out what the hell they’re voting for!

The schools don’t need more money, if you ask me, they’re wasting the money and not building new schools WHICH WE NEED. We currently have  five elementary schools (We need about one to two more), we have two middle schools (We need one to two more), and we have one high school (We need about three more). I don’t think the city of Beavercreek needs any more money from us if they’re not going to use it properly.

Anyhow, back on track here, it just really upsets me that half the adults I know are too lazy/stupid to go look at what they’re voting for.

yeah… that’s all I can think of to say right now. I’ll be back later, though. Possibly for American Idol stuff. Not sure. But yeah….

Okay, you can stop reading this now. Stop it. STOP IT. NOW! NOW I SAY! NOW! NOT HERE NOT THERE NOT ANYWHERE I DON’T LIKE GREEN EG-..

Oh my… Sorry about that, bad memories…

Next we have Tiffany Tehan.

17th of April, Saturday, 2010, 8:30 AM.

Tiffany Tehan (31) went to The Greene to go shop for some clothes for her 1 year old daughter, about an hour later at 9:26 AM Tiffany was caught on a surveillance video at a bank withdrawing some cash. Between 10:30 and 11:00 AM that day Tiffany called her husband as she left The Greene. Her husband, David, said everything seemed to be fine.

David said Tiffany was on her way to the Kettering Recreation Center for its Baby Bargain Boutique. A spokesperson at the recreation center said the annual sale was held from 9 AM to 2 PM on Saturday.

At 9 PM, Saturday, David called police and reported his wife missing after repeated attempts to reach her. He said he had called her and it just went straight to voice mail, apparently she turned off her phone.

18th of April, Sunday, 2010, 9:00 AM.

Tiffany’s green Ford Explorer was found abandoned at the Indian Ripple Park on East Stroop Road, a short walking distance from the Kettering Recreation Center. On Monday, police released a picture from surveillance where Tiffany withdrew money from an ATM in her hometown, Xenia, OH. On Tuesday, a photo was released of her with a man who is considered a person of interest in the case.

20th of April, Tuesday, 2010, (Time unknown)

The man has been identified as Tre Hutcherson.

A prayer vigil was held for Tiffany Tehan, hoping that she had just run off and had not been abducted and was alive and well.

21st of April, Wednesday, 2010, (Time unknown)

The FBI have joined the search for Tiffany Tehan and Tre Hutcherson, and the story has gone nationwide and even been broadcast on national television on CBS, ABC, NBC, and CNN. Wednesday night Tre Hutcherson’s red Volkswagen Beetle was found in a car lot where he traded it in for a Chrysler Sebring.

22nd of April, Wednesday, 2010, (Morning)

Tiffany and Tre were found in the Miami-Beach, Florida area. Tre did not abduct Tiffany, she ran off with him on her own free will. She is on her way back to Ohio. Tiffany said she wanted to make a new life somewhere else.

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Tiffany, if you have bothered to search your name on Google (And hopefully this turned up or someone directed you to it), why the HELL would you leave your 1 year old daughter? Even if you wanted to argue that your husband is mean, or abusive, or boring, or whatever, and you needed a way out, at least take your daughter!

How would you feel if in fifteen years because of your absence in your daughters’ life she’s making tons of money down on 5th Street turning tricks? How would you feel in fifteen years because of your absence in your daughters life, she’s getting ready to go to her first prom, and she doesn’t even have a mom to curl her hair, or help her pick out a dress that makes her look good, or to make her feel better when her date doesn’t show up so she’ll go to the prom even without her date and STILL have a good time?

How would you feel if your mother did that to you? You’d be pretty pissed, wouldn’t you?

You could have left a note, you could have sent an E-mail, you could have called someone and left a voice mail, you could have sent a text message, you could have done all of the above, you could have taken your daughter and done all of the above. But you didn’t, you couldn’t even bother to take what is your OWN BLOOD and cherish that.

I hope they bring charges upon you so that you LEARN a lesson in this, and to set a good example to your daughter when she grows up so that she won’t make the mistake that you have made, and leave her child as you did to her, and set an example to all the children and grand-children in the future.

You should be ASHAMED of yourself for being so foolish to believe that your family wouldn’t even care enough to set up a nationwide search for you and you’d live ‘happily ever after’. Hutchersons wife obviously didn’t care enough to go after him, did you hope that your family would be the same? Well I’ve got news for you, Tiffany, not only did your family search, but the police, the FBI, and half the Miami-Valley, too.

If you were a child (Which your actions and behavior make it seem as though you are), I’d tell you to go sit in the corner and think about what you’ve done. Although, you’ll have enough time to think about it for the rest of your life as your daughter holds it against you (Because she will, guaranteed) and decides that she doesn’t need you. Your husband is foolish for wanting to take you back and willing to forgive you.

Cherish this while it lasts, because your relationship with your daughter won’t last, once she’s old enough to understand what you’ve done, and your marriage will fall apart, and it will be a cold day in hell before you win a custody battle against your husband because of your actions.

Have a nice life, Tiffany.